I think about my past now and then.
My failures, my hurts and pain, old jobs, high school, college, ex's, when I first met my husband..etc.... Sometimes I think of what might have been if I had done things differently.
What would it have been like to be the most popular and prettiest girl in high school or middle school?
Where would I be now if I had finished college when I should have? What if I had taken myself a little more seriously when it came to what I really wanted my career to be..I guess it's not too late.
Why did I date that guy... what was I thinking?
What about the one that got away... wonder how life is treating him now?
Sometimes I wonder if my husband and I never met... where would I be? What would he be doing? Would he be married?kids ? Would he have a better life?a better wife?
I couldn't imagine my life without him..He was made for me.. I truly thank God for him everyday
I know What Might Have Been is just that. My life is good ... I want to live my life without regrets -realizing what I have lived and done has only helped me be me... and I'm not done yet my journey has just begun.
4 comments:
yes our lives would have been different, both for the "better" and "worse", if ANY OTHER decisions were made along the way.
today's, tomorrow's, and next week's decisions are equally as important. all of the stuff in your life can change (again for the "better" or "wrose") based on those decisions . . . except for me being in your life. YOU'RE STUCK WITH ME SUCKER ! ! !
stuck for better or worse
quit being weird.
whatever sucker
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